Have you
ever walked around with a weight upon your shoulders
Something heavy
on your heart that also makes you feel light on your feet
An occupant
of your brain that causes nausea but also makes you feel a positive high
The sweet
sensation of expecting, but again not expecting at the same time
A fear of
what may come, but wanting it oh so bad
A stampede
of butterflies in your stomach you wish could just keep quiet, but you enjoy
the music they make?
Have you
ever felt that you had to tell someone something
That your
brain and heart want different things,
and are fighting it out in your stomach leaving your body looking like a Roman
battlefield.
Have you
ever felt the need to express your feelings, speak your mind, free your heart
from a prison you put it in out of fear of yourself.
And when you
finally say it … you wonder what you feared.
Have you
ever felt empty inside after you got that weight off your shoulders, after you
freed your heart of its heavy load, when all expectations are gone, where there
is no fear left and all butterflies have quieted down.
The kind of
emptiness that still makes you feel light on your feet, still gives you the
positive high and that sweet fearless sensation … where you can still hear the
beautiful music butterfly wings make.
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